It’s snowing. Long Island is right smack dab in the middle of the storm. And I have another snow day. Woo. This snow is starting to piss me off. These snow days are messing everything up, as much as I love having no school, I like not having to delay five tests until the next week more.

So yesterday was Girls Sports Night. I think I blogged about this last year too. But this year I wasn’t on dance because I didn’t have time anymore but I was on volleyball and it was so much fun. GSN is this night where all the girls come on their teams, the two teams are the school colors, and we play against each other in an array of events, basketball, volleyball, relay races, senior relay, obstacle course, cheer, and dance. So many people came last night and it was intense. I wish I took pictures but I thought I was leaving right after volleyball so I didn’t bring my camera. But still, it was so much fun.

After the welcome cheers, volleyball was the first event and I was middle back. At first things were rocky because my friend Morgan, if anyone remembers her from old blogs, she messed up the first serve but from there my team was so good. We had all the varsity volleyball players and we were unstoppable.  I got my team a lot of points so I should get a prize for MVP. My team won a lot of events but the stupid freshman had no idea what they were doing on a lot of events and lost it for us. Now the most important event of the night was the dancing and omfg, if you could be there it was mind blowing. Even though I wasn’t on dance this year, seeing it was just as great. It was amazing. My team had the less exciting theme but our dance compared to theirs was spectacular. The opposite team had the more exciting theme but their dance seriously sucked. haha. Overall, the other team won the entire night so that really sucked but my team was clearly the best, the judges just didn’t realize it.

My voice is completely gone from screaming like crazy last night but it’s gonna get better because as I speak, my mom is making pho which if you don’t know, is this Vietnamese soup with noodles and it’s FREAKING AMAZING. Tiff and I have this intense love for it.  haha I’m so excited to eat it, omfg. I cannot express how happy I am that my mom is making it. In this crappy snow storm, a nice bowl of pho is just the best thing ever.

I hope you all had a great Valentines Day! I had a really great Valentines with this crush of mine, lets name him Brent for privacy reasons. We’ve liked each other for a while and it was one of those we both like each other but we’re not completely sure sorta deals, ya know? So for the past few months it’s just been like that kind of crush vibe in the air with us and it’s been really cute and I love looking at the signs and reading into them; even though I tend to over read things, this time it was really spot on and I was right that Brent did like me back. So for Valentines Day he got the courage to ask me out and we  had a really romantic dinner.

Brent dressed up and he was so handsome because usually he wears typical guy stuff,  sweatshirts,  t-shirts, stuff like that but he really dressed up for our date. We had a really romantic dinner, candle lit, romantic music playing, all the works. I had this delicious penne with vodka sauce with chicken and it’s making me hungry just thinking about it. haha.  After dinner we took a walk around town together and it was just the best thing ever. At the end of our date, he pulled out a box wrapped in a ribbon and inside was the cutest necklace. All and all, a great Valentines Day. :yes:

But for some reason for Valentine’s Day I always think about past crushes/boyfriends and it makes me wonder, what on Earth was I thinking!? when I think about prior boyfriends. And when I was thinking about them one in particular, Nick, whom I was completely in love with for two years, it’s just crazy how all those feelings I had for him are just completely gone now. It’s like in the moment, he was one of the most important people in my life and that I could spend forever with him but now since we’re over I can’t understand what was going on with me to make me feel those intense feelings for him. Is this only me? That you can feel things for someone but once that’s over you can’t even get why you even felt those feelings for them? The thing is, there’s no harsh feelings between Nick and I, we’re friends now, but I don’t know why I felt that way about him. I just don’t get how you can love someone and then when it’s over, can’t even remember or understand what made you feel that way in the first place.

How can those feelings just disappear when they played such a strong part of a really long part of your life?

THIS IS SO FREAKING EPIC. MY SCHOOL DISTRICT HASN’T HAD SNOW DAYS IN YEARS!

The last time I remember a snow day was probably 4th grade! AHHH! SO EXCITING!

WOOOO! I’m gonna make snowmen and igloo’s and go sledding tomorrow! AHHH!

It’s great on the east coast isn’t it??? How’s life people????

Pictures just for Tiff!

That’s my brother shoveling. The snow’s almost as tall as him!

Look how deep that is!