Ahh! It’s my birthday! I’m one whole year older! I feel the same but it just gives me this warm tingly feeling inside. hehe. I feel so old but I’m not. I’m only 15 but to me that’s pretty old! lol I thought I was gonna have a dreary birthday because it rained yesterday but today’s weather was amazing! When I was outside in between classes I almost didn’t go to class because the weather was so gorgeous! (I was late anyways, as usual. haha)

So today in school I go over 11 bags of candy from my friends before 1st period! I did not eat any lunch because I ate so much candy all day. I got a lot cards from my friends, gift cards, money, and presents. All day people were singing happy birthday to me during class it was a bit annoying but nice. Even though some people only said happy birthday to me and then took my candy which was totally rude! People needs manners! Anyways, I had a really fun birthday and all my teachers wished me a happy birthday too. A lot of people knew which was really wierd! Like even people I’m not really friends with knew! One of my teachers I hate is leaving because she’s pregnant which is like the best present ever. haha. It sounds mean but everyone who has her thought it was the BEST present everrrr! lol I’m gonna have such a bad stomach ache later from all that candy!

After school, my friend planned a birthday dinner for me with a bunch of my friends. We had so much fun. I had roadside sliders! Which were mini burgers and fries. Yumm! We had this waiter who looked just like T.I. and we kept harassing him and I made him sign my napkin and took a picture with him. haha. There were these little 10 year old girls behind us in a long table and i guess it was their birthday too and they sang happy birthday to some girl so my friends sang over them so loudly lmao. One of the girls was like “Here’s to the sexiest girl alive!” and I was like woww and I screamed that too really loud about myself so they could hear. hehe. And we kept talking about them and then we realized their parents were right next to us! haha. Seriously those girls were 10 and they were wearing Uggs and Ed Hardy shirts, all of ‘em! Geez, the younger generation is so conceited and materialistic!

I got a bunch of presents which included money, clothes, TONS of candy, gift cards, cards, A LOT of jewelry, and other stuff. Seriously I could buy a small island with the amount of jewelry I got. haha Peace out guys!

Also, wanna know the best thing? The first day of Spring that always has the best weather is my birthday! I’m telling ya that today was the first nice day since Spring started!

My birthday is in 5 days! Ahh! I can’t wait! I’m going to have dinner with a bunch of friends at a restaurant and thankfully not having a party. I would die if i had a party. My mom gave me an early birthday present and it was a $2000 diamond necklace and I’m never taking it off. It’s so pretty! I’m gonna bring cupcakes to school for lunch and hopefully I have a good birthday!

Now birthdays aside, it’s Spring! It’s officially Spring! I remember in school on the 21st that it started to snow during 1st to 3rd period and then again 6th period but it was like a flurry and it wasn’t sticking and everyone was all “First day of Spring, my ass.” but now it definitely feels like it. It’s so bright and doesn’t get dark at 4 pm anymore and the weather is getting there. For some reason I just feel like a kid again. Well at least a few years younger when I had no cares in the world, when school wasn’t much of a bother, and I could do anything I wanted and played outside all day long. The warmer weather just reminds me of lazy summer days and when I could just let go and do things for the fun of it. I miss those days and now I’m thinking about my future even though it’s a few years away. I just want to go back and be able to let loose and go back to living life without a care.

I don’t know what’s going on but a lot of my friends are starting to change or at least I’m starting to notice more and more things wrong with them. Well not a lot but a hand full. I can’t stand some of them anymore and I just wish they’d change or at least be normal again and not so irritating. I just notice things I never noticed before and other things they do are so annoying! Like one friend in particular is starting to irritate me so much I want to move away to a deserted island so I’m far far away from her.

Okay, so one thing she did that annoyed me soo much is that randomly she starts talking to me about how allllll the guys used to like her in 5th grade. Okay it was 5th grade. That was a really long time ago! Calm down, stop acting like the world revolves around you and that everyone loves you because you dress up for school and you’re “cute” but not in the attractive way, like in the way you act. But really it’s more like annoying. Also, did you forget about how that certain someone IMed you and told you no one liked you and to move away? Because I’d hate to tell you but no one really does! I’m sorry to be so mean but I’m really not. She’s just irritating me to the point I want to pull my hair out and die. Another instance, she thinks she’s ALLL THAT because she’s somewhat smart and one of the smartest people in my entire class who wants to be valedictorian thinks she’s her competition. There was this whole rumor about how the girl wrote down a list of people who she thought were her compeitors and I looked for this list and did not find one! And I know this for a fact and my friend thinks her life is in danger now. Full of yourself much?

Now I don’t believe in dressing up for school but she does. Well my style is more casual and normal but I like to look nice too. I do my hair and have pretty clothes like everyone but my friend takes it to another level. She likes to dress like sorta fashiony but not really. She just goes to stores like “up scale” but not really. I don’t quote know how to explain but to be short she just likes to dress up for school. Today she was telling me about how a store in my mall is closing and that everything is really cheap and even though I’ve never been there and my friend also I wanted to go because I was like “What the hey? If it’s cheap why not go?” I wanted to go because it’s cheap and I might find some pretty clothes. But apparently she’s so high and mighty and thought only she could shop there and told me it wasn’t my style, over and over and over. If you didn’t want me to shop there why tell me? Geez, I can shop anywhere I want, with or without your approval! You are not the center of the world! Get a grip!

You know what else is really annoying? When people do something but when someone else does it, they judge you and don’t want to talk to you because they think you are too juvenile. So for the last two weeks or so, she’s been talking about one girl in particular and I just listened to her because I didn’t want to stop her to be annoyed because I thought she was boring and that I’ve heard the story a million times already. I’m telling you she talks so so so much about this girl I never stopped her because I just didn’t wanna interrupt and I don’t really knew the girl so I never said anything but when my friend had her old book for english I crossed out her name as a joke but erased it and my other friend showed her what I did and thought it was the meanest thing in the world! She just looked at me like I was satin and I saw her judging looks. It was so sad because she thinks she’s the best thing that was ever created and I beg to differ! I believe the best thing created was indeed Honey Bunches of Oats. I’m sorry for all my rants lately. People just irritate me so much.

You know what I hate? When people say one thing but then the next moment say something else that totally contradicts it! It’s so annoying, like why can’t you just say what you really feel because saying one thing and then saying the opposite the next moment is way worse!

Okay, so what happened was my friends and I were gonna try out for badminton because we needed a varisty sport for this club and this club looks really good for college and it gives scholarships but we weren’t nearly as prepared for it and we didn’t get our blue cards cleared so we couldn’t try out. We wanted to do this sport in particular because everyone said it was a joke so it would be an easy sport and an easy varsity letter. But since we didn’t have our blue cards we couldn’t play so we had to sit out.

And the whole time, my friends were depressed because we were stuck sitting out but I knew we wouldn’t be able to go on anyway because I had to get another physical and by the time I got the testing done try outs would be over so I just did it for my friends but they never handed in a pshyical either and they took it too far when we couldn’t try out. They were freaking out because they want a varsity sport but they are so uncoordinated it’s ridiculous it’s sad and they knew they wouldn’t make it either but made such a big deal over it.

They kept saying it didn’t matter that we couldn’t try out because if we got our blue cards approved the next day we could still try out but then the next thing they said was that they wouldn’t be able to because their mom can’t take them and a whole bunch of reasons why they couldn’t go to the doctor and yet they both cry to their moms about it. And then they give me this whole lecture about how we have time to get a varsity sport but they still constantly freak out about it. I kept telling them to LET IT GO and that we could try out the next year and that it’s alright that we don’t get a varsity sport because we have time and that this club isn’t everything. They agreed but then freaked out over it.

I’m just so annoyed with them because I don’t get why they can give me a whole lecture about why it doesn’t matter that we couldn’t try out and that we have time to get a sport done and yet the next second they freak out and get all upset because we didn’t get cleared and blamed it all on the nurse and the coach! Sorry my blog was so vauge, I can’t really put details because people I know go on my site. Well I’m not talking to them now, and it doesn’t matter because I was on Varisty volleyball, tennis, and cheerleading so I’m all set.

Hey there guys! Sorry my site’s been down for a bit. There were some problems with the server but it’s back to normal I’m pretty sure. Hopefully it doesn’t go down anymore. It should be better though!

Since the last blog everythings been good! I’m sure all of you missed my blogs and me! Haha jk. But I did miss the site and checking up. Though I don’t check a lot.  School has been good. Things have been going really well with this one guy but I’m not gonna say much because I don’t wanna mess things up. hehe. I’ve been shopping a lot and gotten so much stuff! Even though the economy is bad and a lot of stores are closing, it’s good for me because of all the sales! Haha. I got four pairs of shoes on Sunday because Athlete’s Foot was closing so my mom told me to get a lot now because it’ll be more expensive later and I was like “Plus we’re helping the economy!”  haha. Okay, I’m off to watch Dancing with the Stars! Derek Hough is so HOT! Haha. Thanks for all the comments too! I’ll return them soon! Take care!