When I found this out by my friend today, it was so surprising and disappointing. He was only 50 years old and leaves behind 3 little kids. He is a legacy and he will be missed. Talent like that only comes once a century. There’s nothing to say other than I hope the best to his family and hope they can get through this tough time.

Okay, is it me or is every  celebrity dying lately? Not in a mean way or anything but it’s true! Ed Mcmahon, Michael Jackson, Farrah Fawcett, and now Billy Mays! And he was 50 too! Wtf is going on! Also, Karl Malden and Pina Bausch!

Why is it that everytime I watch some YouTube video whenever I scroll down to see the comments and other people’s opinions on the video, there’s always people who start drama, go crazy, and tell at people. And I usually can’t help it and keep scrolling down and keep on reading. It’s so funny when you’re reading from an outside perspective and see how incredibly stupid the argument is about. I really love how they get so worked up on it too. haha. Like seriously, why do people go on YouTube and try to start drama anywhere they can? Like I’m sure they have tons of more better things to do with their lives then argue with people they don’t even know.

For example: comments I saw for the video Much Better by the Jonas Brothers
(This is totally made up and not real people)

JBLuver4Lyf3: ahhhh! ILY Joe! F*ck you Taylor Swift!
TaylorSwiftFan4Ever: YO! Taylor Swift is amazing! Ur jealous! Joe’s a bitch and can go screw himself!
JBLuver4Lyf3: Oh rlly?? Well Joe didn’t go around bashing her! u wish taylor was as amazing as Joe! go screw urself biatchhh he’s clearly better!
TaylorSwiftFan4Ever: yo dont call be a bitch! fuck you u dirty mofoo! Come out yo comp screen and fight me!

Okay so that example was really bad because I had nothing good to say but when I read these stupid little fights I die a little inside because it’s so sad and stupid. I just wanna grab them by the shoulders and shake the living hell out of them and scream “STOP WASTING YOUR LIVES ON YOUTUBE WITH PEOPLE YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW!” There are so many other bigger problems in the world like the recession, poverty, global warming, and cancer and these people are fighting on YouTube over which celebrity is better. Like really? Go and make the world a better place! Go make a difference, do anything but fight on YouTube.

What do you think about the people who fight on YouTube about useless things?

Today was the last day of school.

I’ve really never felt this sad about school ending ever. It doesn’t feel like it at all! It was just too short and high school is almost over for me entirely. Giving goodbye hugs to all my friends was just heart breaking. I can’t believe I won’t see them everyday! I shouldn’t have changed the batteries in my camera because I able to use it at all so I had to use my phone. I wish I had pictures of my last day. Oh well, I have pictures of my party which is equally nice.

To all my younger viewers who are freshman in high school or about to go to high school; here’s some advice, have fun. Make the most of your high school years because before you know it, it’s over. Every other year of school I’ve had I feel like my high school years always go faster then any other. Seriously make the most of it, have fun and try new things (not drugs, alcohal, or get pregnant). I’m gonna miss my seniors so much, they were the nicest most amazing people ever. I hope they all have fun at college and make the most of it. I can’t imagine how they’re feeling because they’re leaving the school they’ve been at for years and the friends they’ve known for a majority of their lives so far. I saw so many seniors crying and it makes me scared for senior year when I have to say goodbye to all my friends. Just leaving my friends for the summer made me sad, I can’t even begin to imagine how they feel leaving all their friends and making a new life for themselves at college.

Have you guys had to make some really hard goodbyes after school ended?

You wanna the worst quality in people? When they don’t appreciate all the crap you do for them and then they screw over. Especially when you do more for them than they do for you. How do people keep taking and taking and don’t even notice they don’t do anything for you? I do so much for her and I get nothing in return. This isn’t working out. My friend “Bertha”, omfg. I’m so fucking pissed. Let me just say,

1. I’m the reason they’re passing school along with everyone else she copies.
2. NO ONE fuck’s with my finals.
3. Karma’s a bitch.

For a while now things have been sketchy with “Bertha” and I. We’re barely talking and whenever we do it’s little and we both get aggravated with each other. And the thing is she never gets mad at anyone because she can’t deal with having anyone be mad at her yet she can with me. She’s the person who cried over  her other best friend not being able to spend her birthday with her and change the date mulitple times to accomodate her even though I was there to help her feel better and I get nothing. And for her next birthday party coming up she changed the date again for her and yet for me since I can’t go because I have a family thing she doesn’t bother to even think about changing the date for me. Not even an “aww”. And it’s not like all I care about is her changing the date for me but I do so much for her and I get nothing in return.

Now about her fucking with my final. In one of my classes we have a video project where we tape ourselves which adds onto our written part of our final and today it was due. We didn’t have it done because she was off all weekend doing whatever the hell she was doing with her other “friends” who are using her and so today the videos were due. I had to make up a ridiculous lie which didn’t even make sense so we could get extra time to tape it. We got the extra time and she was freaking out about her final grade not being good enough. So then I asked her if she wanted to tape it this afternoon and send it to our teacher before 6 pm because that’s when it’s due and her response: “I’m grounded.” Okay, it’s your final grade! Your parents aren’t gonna fuck with your final grade because they want you to PASS!

So later, I was on Facebook and her status was ‘with Friend’s name here’ and the friend’s status was the same. I love how you were all freaking out on ME about your grade being too low and when I tried getting the project done, YOU LIE TO MY FACE and say you’re grounded and then you put that you’re clearly not on your fucking status!!!! What could she even be doing with her? She’s not in any of her classes! (I would know, I’m in all of them!) She’s not even in the same type of classes, we’re honors, she’s like way way below honors. Like seriously, I’m trying to help you and get this project done and you’re off playing on Facebook all day with her. You could have gotten a fucking 100 and stop bitching about your bad grade but you’d rather fail. Fine, I’ll pass. Have fun in summer school! Good to know your true colors.

Do you have friends who use you? Have they ever jeopardized you passing a class? I have.

Today was the last Friday of school! That’s so sad! Next week I’m done with school and then all finals so don’t expect any comments and content until after everything is done! Tomorrow I have a SAT, two finals on another day each within hours of each other, and more finals varying through out the week. Thank god, I finished two finals this week so I’m almost done! It’s so bittersweet and I know I said that in the other post but it’s so sad! And it’s not going the way it did last year. I remember my last few weeks of school so fondly from last year and they were so amazing and this year it just seems so stressful and doesn’t seem like anything’s changing. It just seems like we’re going on a holiday vacation and we’ll see everyone soon.

I need it to stop raining. It’s June, it should feel like summer! It’s almost officially summer soon and it’s pouring! Two days this week I wore jeans, that’s so depressing! I want it to be amazing out! It was for my birthday and that was in March. What happened? And you wanna know something weird? I’m just now getting used to everyone. Last year it seemed like I had all the same people in all of my classes and this year it’s totally opposite. I’m just starting to see everyone in a new perspective and getting friendly with everyone and the year is over and I feel I didn’t get the most of it! I feel like I just stuck to my old friends and new people too but near the end I started to branch out into new social groups I wasn’t really in before. Well at least there’s always texting! A few of my friends and I are planning to go to Fridays for a quick dinner to celebrate the last Friday of school and then right home to study for my SAT! Wish me luck!

Are you guys still able to keep in touch with your friends throughout the summer?

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