I hope you all had a great Valentines Day! I had a really great Valentines with this crush of mine, lets name him Brent for privacy reasons. We’ve liked each other for a while and it was one of those we both like each other but we’re not completely sure sorta deals, ya know? So for the past few months it’s just been like that kind of crush vibe in the air with us and it’s been really cute and I love looking at the signs and reading into them; even though I tend to over read things, this time it was really spot on and I was right that Brent did like me back. So for Valentines Day he got the courage to ask me out and we  had a really romantic dinner.

Brent dressed up and he was so handsome because usually he wears typical guy stuff,  sweatshirts,  t-shirts, stuff like that but he really dressed up for our date. We had a really romantic dinner, candle lit, romantic music playing, all the works. I had this delicious penne with vodka sauce with chicken and it’s making me hungry just thinking about it. haha.  After dinner we took a walk around town together and it was just the best thing ever. At the end of our date, he pulled out a box wrapped in a ribbon and inside was the cutest necklace. All and all, a great Valentines Day. :yes:

But for some reason for Valentine’s Day I always think about past crushes/boyfriends and it makes me wonder, what on Earth was I thinking!? when I think about prior boyfriends. And when I was thinking about them one in particular, Nick, whom I was completely in love with for two years, it’s just crazy how all those feelings I had for him are just completely gone now. It’s like in the moment, he was one of the most important people in my life and that I could spend forever with him but now since we’re over I can’t understand what was going on with me to make me feel those intense feelings for him. Is this only me? That you can feel things for someone but once that’s over you can’t even get why you even felt those feelings for them? The thing is, there’s no harsh feelings between Nick and I, we’re friends now, but I don’t know why I felt that way about him. I just don’t get how you can love someone and then when it’s over, can’t even remember or understand what made you feel that way in the first place.

How can those feelings just disappear when they played such a strong part of a really long part of your life?

THIS IS SO FREAKING EPIC. MY SCHOOL DISTRICT HASN’T HAD SNOW DAYS IN YEARS!

The last time I remember a snow day was probably 4th grade! AHHH! SO EXCITING!

WOOOO! I’m gonna make snowmen and igloo’s and go sledding tomorrow! AHHH!

It’s great on the east coast isn’t it??? How’s life people????

Pictures just for Tiff!

That’s my brother shoveling. The snow’s almost as tall as him!

Look how deep that is!

Hey guys! I finally got around to making a new layout! And I have February break realllllyyy soon so I’ll start working on requests and new content then! What do you think of the new layout?!?!? In my opinion, it’s not amazing, but it’s up there with my favorites. How long was my last layout up? Ugh, I don’t even wanna know. :pirate: (lol pirate smilie)

And to my affiliates, I’m sorry. I know I suck. But I’m honestly trying to get back in the game and do this whole blog thing again!  Plus, I need somewhere to vent because I hate people and you guys can help me with my problems.

So I’m coming back! If I start to disappear again feel free to spam my inbox with emails yelling at me to come back!

So how’s everything going guys?

Yeah, I died. But I’m secretly a vampire so I’m the living dead. :pirate: I like pirates. lol Actually wait, are vampires the living dead? Or is that zombies? lol OMG Zombieland was an amazing movie just saying. And Jessie Eisenberg is adorableeeee.

And I haven’t been on the site much and I apologize for that. Life’s been hectic with exams and my AP courses I don’t have much extra time for the site. And I’m a terrible affiliate too! I haven’t talked to you guys in so long and I’m so sorry! Please don’t take me off I’ll try my best to get back on. And seriously, I hate this layout, like it’s disgusting and I despise the coding. I seriously need new coding and my WordPress is all fucked up. Anyone wanna help me? lol

So just wanted to let everyone know I’m still alive, just been sidetracked for a while, and will hopefully come back soon and fix my piece of crap of a site. :yes:

WOOOOOOOOOOO! 2010!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!